Sunday, November 21, 2010

i'm so scared

my heart's racing, i'm getting sweaty, tho that could be due to the fact that i'm in a stuffy room with no air conditioning whatsoever.

Anywhoooo,
tmw i've got an interview, and it's daunting, i will be judged based on every word i breathe out. and the final judgement will decide my future, omggggg

this is just too scary,

i have been reading, random news, keeping my self up to date. omggg

too scary

currently sitting in my dad's office, gonna print out my application form soon.

then compile all my certs and what not, then probably get home, maybe practice how to put on make up so i know how i'm gonna look tmw,
sleep early,
oh i am also thinking of driving there tonight, just so i know where the place is.

omg i wanna cry

i hate that i always feel scared. it's so silly.
okay, there is nothing to be scared about, don't worry, just chill, breathe in, breathe out. you will ace that interview, and everything will go how it should be.

Krsna!
I'm so sorry for asking you for stuff. ok nvm, i'll just do this my self.

i can do itttttt

:)

i WILL do it!

:)
x

Monday, November 15, 2010

the child

so,
my class with Erica, was just alright. At first i thought it'd be more interesting, but the content was too dull for me. although what i did learn was that, when she wasn't listening to me, i was begining to lose my temper,

then it dawned on to me, what's the point, it's not like she's gonna understand, she's just a small 2 yr old kid.

so no point picking fights there.

so Erica's parents have sent her to a pre school somewhere near pavillion that follows the shichida method of teaching, a method that relies heavily on flash cards.

i went through each flashcard slowly, explaining what it was meant for, but apparently, it's supposed to be done really fast, like *tap* Tap* Tap*!

will do that tmw, and zomg, her house is soo farrrrrr

but it's okay, i'll do this, probably jsut for a couple of months.
coincidently, on that day i had lunch with a random dutch lady, we were both having our lunches alone, and thought we'd keep each other company,
and she was telling me about how in holland, kids dn't do any form of learning till they are 6!
now isn't that interesting! i guess that's the difference between a developed and less developed country, there is a lesser level of stress

meanwhile, i got the call today! I was really excited, and i need to prepare !

I really ammmmmm

the dutch lady, Else, also told me about the 5 tibetan rights, from which she even had 6 packs! so i've been working on that now! it's really fun! and quick to do, i hope i'll be disciplined enough to do it all week :)

ok gonna go sleep now! work tmwwww
night!

Saturday, November 13, 2010

a new challenge

today,
at 10.30 am later, i will be taking on a new task. i will be handling a little girl!

she's about 2 years old, i'm not sure, will confirm once i speak to her.

but her parents have asked me to teach her, converse with her in english etc.

truthfully i am not one who is interested in kids, in fact, i'm not such a big fan of them. but for this one,
i wanna take it on as a project! it'll be my first time being in such close proximity to a kid, i wanna see how i go about interacting with her!
hope it all goes well, and it's sort of training for me when i become a mum!

i really am excited! and can't wait! woopp woop

i will be sure to update here on the progress of this little project!

Monday, November 8, 2010

Sir Butler

he was brought to us my the opposite neighbuor, as a cute little tiny puppy, my brother and i took care of him.

fed him, gave him milk, let him bite our shoes to relax his teeth,

albeit a little bit of a dumb dog, he was the best, he'd guard our house and make sure no living thing other than the masters of the house could enter. not even relatives or friends.

he's probably killed about 10 snakes and 5 iguana's. making sure those creatures do not enter our house.

he'd run towards us eveytime we'd come home, knew he should stay away from nityaka and appa, but the rest of us, we were like chocolate to him, he'd lick us happy and give us a grand welcoming every single day.

to think that even after 13 years he'd get bored, but never has he once sat around when were coming back.

today, he could barely get up, and seeing him trying to get away from the fireworks was heartbreaking considering he couldn't even move his legs. i had to drag him away, further into the porch.

Butler,
you are my first dog, my most special dog. you've always been there for me and i love you for that, i know i used to bully you, but it's only cos you were my world.

i hope you're not in pain cos i really can't bear to put you to sleep

love
indu

Saturday, November 6, 2010

one more thing

i don't mean to brag, but for this past week, i
ve been runnnin 3km's in less than 20 minutes! everytime i go to the gym!

i really am proud, just wish the fat would go away though!

i think i've run about a minimum of 10 km this week! woop woop

small letters

have you realised,

i've not used upper case letters at all!
muahahahahha

and my most precious dog is now practically on his death bed. well he's veryy sick, he's got a bloated stomach, cos it's getting filled with fluids that cannot be excreted due to a kidney failure and now the swelling seems to be passing on to his hind legs.

i really am sad, i wouldn't know who to call out to when i go home everyday

:(

to Sir Butler Kamalanathan, you're the love of my life, i hope you can last as long as you can!

i woof youuu

(not that you will anyways read this but yeah.... you ma dawg)

kids

i am really trying to understand the concept of having kids, i know if there wasn't one 20 odd years ago i wouldn't be typing here!

but they're so expensive, and no matter what, any parent would definitely wanna give their child the best! i know i would, but if they're gonna drain all my money away, howww???
i dunno man,

anyways, my dad was telling me about how some of his friends, who were once very wealthy, now just have enough wealth, not too much not too little.

and where did all their wealth disappear to? sending their kids overseas for studies...

gosh...

but now looking at one of my aunts who are kinda struggling to sent both their kids to med school, it's saddens me to know that getting an education can be so difficult for some !

i'm so grateful to my parents and when i further my studies next, i will pay for it my self!

i wish i had enough money so i could send all my cousins to school and just ease the burden for everyone! (this is serious)

ok have to go now! (my 2 best friends are fighting, i've got a terry fox run tmw!)

Thursday, November 4, 2010

texting

for the next festival that comes about here (which is probably christmas), i will send a card, through post.

cos as opposed to a text which is too easy, the one that requires more effort is more caring, and you'd wanna give it to somebody who's really worth it. and i guess that teaches you to appreciate and respect people more!

so for christmas, i'm gonna send cards! and then for chinese new year also, then hari raya, and back to deepavali again, if i'm dead, do it for me pls, thank you very much!

the shower

that's what i wanted to write about earlier. the shower, these things are so fun after the gym, and also very necessary, in fact compulsory.

anyways, oh, before i forget, i caught my self standing stagnant on the escalator, and i was just looking at the view in a gaze, i guess that's what people who stand on the escalator do. the walkers, i guess just grumble about the stagnants!

anyways, bact to the shower, i like drinking in the shower, be it an ice cold bottle of water or maybe hundred plus!
of course nothing would beat an ice cold beer, oh and let it go down your body too!
ice cold beer or water going over your body!
slurp!

so yeah, next time you take a shower, bring in a bottle of water... or beer :D

cheers,
i'm listening to some awesome music mixed by dj Garbriel and joey

http://soundcloud.com/deephousesociety/dhs-session-oo1

awesome shitttttt

:D

till later then!

love music?

have you ever jogged and thought why the hell did i think about doing this?!
(cos your feet are aching)

listen to music!

music that'd wanna make you move move move!
sometimes i play music, and even after 3 km's of running, and i could still go on! i surprise my self sometimes really!

anyways, i got of work early today and i had to go buy self new clothes for tmw, ( we have festivals cos we need a source of increasing consumer demand, hence boosting the economy)

anyways, so all the hindu's at the company were allowed to leave at 3pm, usual time is 5.45pm

soo i walked, walked through masjid india, then walked from shop to shop, browsed all the shops with punjabi suits, i even walked pass masjid jamek! but anyways, i ended up getting my suit from a saantha's shop (or something like that) from a jalan melayu.

if i were asked to drive there now, i swear i wouldn't know!

so then i just follwed the maybank tower and knew my coordinates again! phew!

headed to MNO, but stopped at klcc instead, bought food at isetan! yummy fried tofu with spinach and carrots! slurp
and corn!

my chocolate jello will not be available in stock at the cold storage klcc :(

will have to look for a new source!

anyways,
so what i'm saying is that play on some fast musi and get on the threadmill or skywalker and run!
just run and your feeet'll never hurt!
run till you're hungry again (provided u're hungry cos u skipped a meal!, not out of greed)

oh, the bakery shop at capsquare is awesome cos they were willing to make my cheese salad sandwhich without mayo! specially for me! :D

i think customer service is one that needs great improvement in malaysia, and this little bakery at capsquare is really doing well.

companies should focus and pay more attention to Customer service, it would help not just retaining customers, but also more business as the loyal ones would brag about it, and there's no better suggestion than that coming from a close family or friend. being from a close personal source, there;s a greater reason why people would come to the shop.

and if you are practicing good customer service, they will inturn stay loyal,
basically at the end of the day, you will expand your customer base!

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Festivals

i don't understand the concept of festivals, celebrating them is fine, but the whole act of having to buy new clothes, cook more than usual, on an ANNUAL basis just seems all too tiring to me. I'm not being lazy or anything, it's jsut that, it's every year, don't people get bored of it?!

however something like a new job, now that doesn't happen often, or even a promotion, then it's something to celebrate. But the same thing every year? sigh
you should be greatful to whoever's taking care of you, (God and yourself included) everyday, not just on special occasions.

stagnant escalators

what do people think of while waiting on the escalator, why don't they just use that time walking up instead?
I'd understand if you were wearing a pencil skirt, in that case, you're unable to walk! or if you're old and tired. But for the most working class who should be healthy, why don't they walk up the escalator. (o good way to pump your heat in the mornings)
imagine standing in one place for about 2 minutes. any sane person wouldn't do it, so why do it on an escalator, just cos it's moving is not an excuse.

move people!

oh, the other day, while i was walking down the escalator, as usual there's some imbecile or the other who would stand on the right, when there are signboards clearly saying, keep left to let others pass through.
so one guy who was walking down, was being a blocked by another fellow who had either ignored the sign or could not understand english.
and the walking guy was like" brotha, look at the sign la bro"

and i thought that was super cool! it probably takes a lot of confidence to do that as well as charisma since the imbecile was a complete stranger.

I wanna do that too!
So what would i have to say?
Dude, check out the sign man...
what if it's a woman?!?
hi, you should let others pass though by standing on the left you know! and then laugh it off and walk away quickly?

i think that'd be a lot better than actually grumbling to my self.

Next!
Couples!
I understand that couples wanna be with each other till death do us part and stuff...

BUT EVEN ON THE ESCALATOR?! come onnnnnnn