can be better

something that was recently brought to my attention:

things/situations/ I can be better.

if things/situations aren't going good, always say that it can be better. I have a bad habit of talking about lots of negative things, for e.g. saying I'm starving, or dying,

ok those are the only two things that come up right now, point is, I always go to extreme ends on the negative scale. and this should stop.

also, when I apply for posts and don't get them, I feel very rejected. but a friend recently told me, that it's only because there was someone better, so it is me, but I can still be worked on.

previously, I'd always think that I was just a lousy loser, so from now on the thoughts are gonna change to; there's someone better, you've gotta keep up.

so no more lamenting from now on.

cheers
Indravenidotk

doctor gifts

one of my best-est retards just graduated and is a full fledged doctor and I have no idea what to buy her.

I'll definitely get her a card, but what else??

an engraved stethoscope? a chain?

I looked up some ideas on the internet, and found bacteria and virus shaped cups and plush toys, they're fun, but they aren't timeless.

I wanna give her something that will last through her journey of success.

confession: I made her school life a little miserable, out of jealousy, I turned all our friends against her, it was so childish of me, when school ended and when I came back from India I think, well at some point in my life, I apologised and she accepted me back again.

and now we're back to being best retards.

and now I have the dilemma of buying that perfect gift. I'm not one to usually buy gifts, but when I do, it's for an important occasion and it has to be perfect!

maybe a plaque? saying the most retarded doctor? (noooo)

or something silver? I wont get jewelry unless it's in related to medicine. maybe some furniture??
this is gonna be strenuous and I only have till this sunday to get it! Going t meet her on the 26th!

help me
Indravenidotk